Friday

I am having a pretty good day today with very little sx.

Oh and ..Adrian proposed to me last night! I feel pretty happy about that, now we need to set a date. I am glad that someone finds me worth living with forever.

I feel even better that I don't have to go through this upcoming year alone and afraid.
I am becoming increasingly dependent on others who are doing this along with me, and for everyone that reaches out to me to help me along, I feel overwhelmingly grateful.
I also feel happy that someone would want me by their side as a life mate. Sometimes I forget about my importance in other peoples lives. It is hard to acknowledge this for me. I need to appreciate myself more.

As far as sx, I have had little if any today. The skin feels weird though. I hope I don't become scaly.

It is shot day tonight. i am going to take it @6:00 and just try and have a good weekend. We have plans for tomorrow, I am going to take it one thing at a time, and if I become sick, I'll just go home and chill out.

Back to the weird feeling hands. They are not dry, but to touch anything today has been difficult. I don't like the feel of anything on my skin, and their is a tightness on the skin of my palms. My hair feels a bit brittle so I need to look into some hair lotion. I am hearing about hair conditioners, skin cremes, over the counter pills of every sort that people have stocked at their house who are going through. tx. Now I know what the bedside stand is going to be full of.

I am hoping tonight to go through and read a few people's blogs, I used to do it a lot, and for some reason last year, I stopped posting on my own blog, and I stopped reading others. I may write more later........